Friday, April 25, 2014

Don't Fall In Love With Me

I haven't written in a while, and here's why... I've been so busy trying to juggle classes, relationships, and my music that I just haven't found the time.
You know, it's just so hard to find someone who actually respects someone for who they are. Not for what they look like, or how much money they have, or how many friends they have. After bouncing back and forth from lovestruck guy to lovestruck guy, I realized even more do that love, real love, is hard to find. Not that I'm looking for love right now, because I have plenty of time to do that in the future. Right now, I just want to have fun. The problem is, I don't like younger guys, so most of the ones I am (or in some cases was) into want someone to settle down with. They're talking future plans and baby names, and I'm just like "So, there's a party tomorrow,". It's not that I'm against them wanting to settle down, I'm just against the fact they want to settle down with me. I'm not the type to get very attached to people. In fact, I tell most people to Not fall in love with me, because I'll just break their heart. It's just how I am.
But it amazes me how quickly people fall in love, or think they do that is. I'll see some girl get asked out by the "perfect man" and two days later, she's using the royal "we" and talking about what flavor of frosting she wants on her wedding cake. It's crazy how many people are in love with the idea of love. Love is not all sunshine and rainbows, but it's not all doom and despair either. I was in love once, all I can say right now is that it takes work. And I don't have the time or the energy to fall in love. So yes, I'll still have my fun, and yes I'll probably break many more hearts, but that's who I am, and it's how I'll be for a long time, and I'm perfectly happy being that way right now.
Don't fall in love with me.
C'est La Vie
Viva La Vida
And Fuck the System
Signed, hot_tunes